Christmas Break!

Finally, God gave me time to breath and to catch up on things happening in my life.

Never-ending department evaluations kept coming my way and all my time and energy was focused there. Now, I can focus on me... just me.

A little update on pao and me:

1. we talk almost every night thru skype or google talk, we see each other on the webcam - reason why I'm always online in YM! sayang naman internet ko sa dorm! (for dsl 750/mo I'm keeping myself online 24/7!)
2. there are times when i lose track of why I'm in this LDR (i'm too tamad to type long distance relationship... i put it there anyway coz some might not understand) and I drown myself in countless worries and problems that i have conjured up in my mind - monica thanks for listening (sorta!)
3. i'm looking forward to the fact that he's coming home. i'm not telling when! hehe!

Now that I have all this time, I'm just not used to having it all to myself... sometimes I have the urge to pick up the phone and dial pao's home number. Sad to say, he won't be the one to answer. I think I haven't come to terms with what's going on - I'm blaming it on the fact that I was too busy to think about it. But now that I have all this time - I dread it! I seriously would rather NOT think about it.

Ah well, I'm looking forward to the shopping this weekend - I'm just going to start my christmas shopping this weekend! No time nga kasi.

I wish I had that "Beam-me-up-scotty" machine so that I can go visit pao and see him whenever I want. Ah well... maybe santa hasn't invented that one yet.